During the past week or so, Autumn’s Concerto has been my refuge everyday.. somewhere for me to park my mind, and to immerse my emotions, away from the reality i’m in. just like how a good old novel transports you to a distant land for some time..
Words are not enough to describe the emotions i have when i watched this show..
but it just made me realize yesterday, again, truly how amazing God is, how He is always at work. in our lives.
and the person who made me realize this is Vanness.
His performance in the show really exudes maturity and a sensitivity that i’ve not seen before from him. from his soul.
Seeing him in a new light.
Guess this is the sentiment of many out there following the show.
I loved him alot in my JC years (as mentioned before in my previous blog-post) when F4 was the rage. but whenever i told ppl i admired him most, compared to the other members, the reaction was mostly one of bewilderment. sometimes even of disgust, and it made me feel kind of ashamed to admit he was my idol after awhile. even though i truly felt he was the most talented out of the four, because he could both sing and dance. and i really appreciated his music.
but at least now, he can be truly proud of himself.
or rather, he has achieved a breakthrough in his career. finally.
after so many years. He doesn’t have to defend, or try to say anything anymore.
His hard work speaks for itself.
His moment.
No longer just an entity of F4. but as himself. Vanness Wu.
exactly what he wanted.
Even though i don’t know him, i just feel truly happy for him =)
as a fellow Christian.
When i really look past everything, God is truly amazing.
just that when my mind is cluttered and my eyes can’t see in the darkness, or i choose not to see the light, i forget how good God actually is.
Whenever im lost, He always leads me to see how He has fulfilled His promises in artistes whom i appreciate. when i least expect.
FIR. Jam Hsiao. Now Vanness.
And i feel truly happy for him as i recalled how we all prayed for him when he came to perform at our church and shared his testimonial. How he didnt want his identity to be just known as one of the members of F4 anymore..
How he led us in a worship song with his friend..
It’s all still so fresh in my mind..
Prayers do work. And God is good. He really is.
And He will bring it to past.
No matter how bad the situation i’m going through, no matter how much i may cry, no matter how much hardship i may have to go through,
i believe,
choose to believe,
that this is the perfect situation. there is nothing out of place. no matter how it may seem to me.
It is exactly where He wants me to be.
I pray and hope that He will lead me out of the wilderness. that i may use my gifts and talents to glorify Him.
that I will have a breakthrough in my life as well.
I give You thanks for everything You have given me. in every situation i’m in.
